#micropoem

  When you - attend the attending -  the multi-channel  ground-of-sensorium -  is revealed as - quantas of differences - making a difference -  with path-dependencies - and emergents -  of -  histories and futures - #micropoem i t’s the learning -  makes me feel alive-engaged -  it’s this - the alive-because-i’m-engaged - thing -  the difficulty of the engagement -  i need-to-be valued -  - where i want to be valued -  where i can feel - i can make value to be valued -  #micropoem mhm -  the insight -  that illuminates m-eye shadows -  and the translation - to public attention -  is another attractor - of afford-dancing -  with shadows - #micropoem I wanted to be different - more real -  sincere-as-i-can -  - but maybe - it could seem blithe -  off-handed -  pretentious -  even in my -  ‘authentic’ reach-in-out - #micropoem mhm -  wow -  i can’t seem to - be eating my bread -  and doing - something else??? -  I think that’s amazing -  #micropoem exploration -  IS -  the core drive -  t

got my stropping stuff -  waxes for the strop - a small piece of leather - le-ather? - Le-at-her? -  masculine-ing at female -  Le-at-her - leather -  la la  #micropoem it’s all me i felt -  then realized - how much them - becomes me -  the-mees-that-is-them - #micropoem got myself-conscious - for a bit -  it is some new thing -  to live in a space of others -  and feel your space different - #micropoem spell check ? -  does it make me - a better speller -  jeezuz -  when was the last time - i went to a dictionary - to check spelling - of a word? - #micropoem de nature of - sync-chrow-ning of ‘talking points’ in media - seems most compelling explanation is - a sorta centralized directed - by influence machine-systems - what about ‘quorum sensing’ as - emergent property of - perpetually signaling - murmurating population - #micropoem In some ways - it would be analytically reasonable -  one-possible -  pattern -  and of interest -in many ways - for both-all-of-us - #micropoem para-doxin

  Elul's pre-propaganda - necessary for - effective propaganda - Marketing lies of - emotion as product -  sensory inducements -  meant to bewitch - a pavlovian salivation -  virus in visuals of joy - - that 'place-holder-logo -  is purchase upon which happiness rests - #micropoem mind-wareness -  arises -  surfacing -  n-demonshunal -  reason-aches -  wayfinding - the cloud of unknowing - by apophenia - #micropoem I want a - deep refreshing sleep -  awaken with happy feelings -  tired of arising with guilt -  need deep refreshing sleep -  sleep that refreshes me -  that’s what sleep wants to be - #micropoem what difference - does it matter -  what lane -  a pedestrian is walking in -  ? -  When ambling for the joy - or watching river life -  it matters for pedestrians - #micropoem maintenance - renovations - yard work -  garden-shaping - aspiration shaping-  then what? -  process of living -  creating -  home-making - -  and relationship -  why is that so last priority -  but

  responsibility without - response-ability - is a quagmire that - many are -  drawn-drowned in -   response-ability -  is natural authority - for responsibility - #micropoem an attractor - of my love -  a flame to my moth -  always a light touch -  casts my shadows away -  without fear - darkness - has no weigh-t - #micropoem watching bingetv - partial attention syndrome - meant I had to watch episodes - many times - something very compelling - kept me on repeat to understand - now on last episode - major archetype becomes clear - very brilliant - unless it’s my own apophenia - #micropoem financism - Failing to distinguish - risk from uncertainty - less a failing -  more a willing blindness -  denial enable by - magical thinking alchemy - of probability-incantations -  #micropoem All probability theory is - grounded in concept of infinity - yet all our gaming experiences - are finite - George Ellis noted - mathematics progresses - to degree infinity is eliminated - So probability - a