5/11/2021 - New Moon

 

Elul's pre-propaganda -

necessary for -

effective propaganda -

Marketing lies of -

emotion as product - 

sensory inducements - 

meant to bewitch -

a pavlovian salivation - 

virus in visuals of joy -

- that 'place-holder-logo - 

is purchase upon which happiness rests -

#micropoem

mind-wareness - 

arises - 

surfacing - 

n-demonshunal - 

reason-aches - 

wayfinding -

the cloud of unknowing -

by apophenia -

#micropoem

I want a -

deep refreshing sleep - 

awaken with happy feelings - 

tired of arising with guilt - 

need deep refreshing sleep - 

sleep that refreshes me - 

that’s what sleep wants to be -

#micropoem

what difference -

does it matter - 

what lane - 

a pedestrian is walking in - 

? - 

When ambling for the joy -

or watching river life - 

it matters for pedestrians -

#micropoem

maintenance -

renovations -

yard work - 

garden-shaping -

aspiration shaping- 

then what? - 

process of living -

 creating - 

home-making - -

 and relationship - 

why is that so last priority - 

but like a ground for -

my shadow in all i enact - 

#micropoem

am i enjoying my living ? -

am i happy in waking ? -

do i look forward to slumber ? -

when do i give in ?-

 do i resist ? -

am i a where ? -

am i here-know ?

#micropoem

mhm - 

writing is not only re-writing - 

it’s writing the same thing -

over and over - 

#micropoem

Emotions -

are experiences - 

of - 

enacting complex-relational-chemistry - 

to manage emotions - 

needs - 

reframing apophenia -

#micropoem

the chemistry of chemistry - 

homeostatial -

complex evolving adaptive attractors - 

attractors -

are patterned fields -

of flowing intensive boundaries - 

not blurry - 

but gradients with phase-change thresholds - 

needing to transform -

media enactments of patterned content - 

emotions are -

the enactment of meaning - 

basic or archetypal - 

accountings for-or-by - 

contingencies-of-relationship - 

virtual-or-actual - 

#micropoem