12/1/2024 - New Moon

12/1/2024 - New Moon

December 01, 2024

pondered -

a-new frame -

of a-life long -

ur-agency -

to belong -

feeling-it fore fear -

a-lone -

a-drift -

and now see -

e-motions -

in the un-shadows -

a-questing -

fore flourishing -

an ever-moore me -

in-tangling -

in-ever-moore ecologies -

of self-ing en-actions -

mhm -

could it be -

we figure -

a journey of -

self-discovery -

fore-getting -

the ground -

of self-creation -

could it be -

we en-able -

language metaphors -

end -

narrative-attractors -

dis-tract -

mis-direct -

a-way from -

commons-logics -

of our -

reasons-in-views -

stream of tastings -

dimensional -

imaginal -

stream of pondering -

afford-dances -

and always -

figuring-the-ground -

to have -

good-tastings -

kitchened another -

bowl -

and pondering -

a-drift -

a-way -

entanglements -

a-jazz -

playing -

afford-dances -

with the colors -

of taste -

each time -

we figure -

we shape -

new ground -

and relativity -

terrain -

afford-dances -

image by Leonardo.ai

adhd -

m-eye visual-field -

creat-id -

awaking -

to life -

as enacting -

complex-adaptive -

n-dimensional -

self-replication -

of patterns -

afford-dancing -

thresholds of -

a knowing-of self -

in-whole -

and in parts -

can the part -

destroy the whole -

of itself -

beamed -

m-eye at-tensions -

to k-new -

at-hands -

and -

where would -

i be -

without them -

new-s-ing -

in n-dimensions -

very quirky -

on my part -

so thank you -

you were -

anti-inflammatory -

fore me -

protected me

I love you -

in a sort of awe -

of you -

and also -

see the shadows -

of weakness -

re-cognition

of requisites -

of-interdependence -

all in flow -

and stages -

shadows -

dance -

in-fragilities -

from news -

paper -

to new-s-dreaming -

a-fragmentin-gus -

lie-nning up -

a-figures -

of a-parts -

never-grounding -

a-wholes -

to account -

what my life -

is shaped-in -

a-ttractor -

of comforts -

existing-in -

maintenance -

of a home -

a-home-maker -

and if -

not natural-to-it -

honest-in-my-ways -

in my cares -

in my love -

how did we -

live-with-out -

our guilty -

pleasures -

was there ever -

a time -

when no pleasures -

were guilty -

and -

pondering -

amaze-meants -

to see how -

often younger -

en-offering -

to help -

me with my car -

i-not re-cognizing -

myself -

as other seen -

and then -

joy -

in the ground -

gratitude -

in-trust -

to-easy -

social-kindness -

mhm

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